I was in the hall we waited in at berkeley or wilson middle school. There was a war going on. It was all empty. I thought it wasn't true. I thought somehow she would come back. Instead of the white abyss in my dream there were black spots all over. There were black spots where my mother should have been. She had cancer. Grandma was there. I thought about going to live with my father and cringed inside. I asked my grandmother if i would go to school on monday but i decided i'd be okay by then. I remembered what she said to me before i wnet to bed. "you were perfect. you are perfect. I'm going to miss you." I thought, now i have to miss you. but i she can't use one of those $150 scholarships to bring her home on the weekends.
ILOVE MY MOTHER MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WORLD
I woke up and found her doing laundry and I hugged her before she got in the shower.
I LOVE MY MOM
Saturday, May 31, 2008
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dude when did you have this dream? i had one about my mom and i too. we were screaming at each other. we were having the nastiest fight ever.d and i was screamig at her that i hated her and that she didn't even care about me and i was saying all this terrible stuff. and i was like i never want to see you again. i woke up and wanted to cry. all i wanted to do was get in my car and drive to CA and hug her.
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ilovemymommorethenanythingtoo
ILY MOLLY!
we are like on the same wave lenght
duuuude crazyness i had my dream about my mom friday night TOO!
get out of my headddd..
i love nylon mag.
the design is so amazing.
i have a ritual i look through it once. let what i seen marinate and then go back and read it cover to cover. lol
<3
i swear we are like sisters from other misters.
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