ugh

he had a car, I didn't want any of it. Some fancy german sports car. I was in a parking lot. Pasadena. That girl from art. Quite a bit of bullshit. I was in that room. With a bed. The one from my dream of redwall books joel and hairbrushes. I was going on a diet. Frosting. I knew It couldn't help. I thought I was going to get fat. There was wasabi. Blue's clues. Haha. The armchair maybe? It was a warm minty green light. Resembling a frat house. But nothing like it. I was so happy this morning.

(eternity's sunrise must be a loveless place)

written on my arm in blue sharpie. I slept shirtless. It got on my waist. It was on my cheeks.

I just need to stop pulling the connections together. I know they are there. I'll just wait for them to come to me. 

SAVE PLEASURE FOR WHEN IT WORKS ITSELF OUT AND COMES TO YOU.