infantile amnesia

I had this in a word document from over break:

I had a dream two nights ago, I was with my mom grandma and sister, and then I left to get high, and then I went for a drive. Then I got pulled over by booth from the show bones. Then I began to debate whether this was the actor or the character, at this point I realized I was dreaming, then I was at phs with Naomi and david and alex and began to tell them about the beginning of this dream. Then I went to class, everyone was asking me of I knew what was happening, I said of course why wouldn’t I? sarah said because you weren’t here yesterday. It was verdi’s class, I said yeah, he was discussing infantile sexuality.

 

So today, I read a fruedian essay on infantile sexuality,

This one part on infantile amnesia particularly interested me. I ‘ve decided to try and reconstruct my childhood memeories as I do with my dreams. I gues I should admit that the level of detail I achieve in these posts Is by grabbing at vague shapes colors moods and forming them into things I recognize. Often finding just the best metaphor  have at the time.