i don't like my dreams

i work to make myself a happy kind energetic person, and at night my dreams tear it all down. therefore i am awake at 2:09. and plan on being up for a bit.

I had one about books and a house. grandma's house. it was lived in kept for several generations. stairways leading both ways. people. a party. bathrooms. hiding rooms. anne frank? 

flowers.

god i wish i remembered it...