Its only meat to you,

Its funny how dreams play out in front of you.

We went to shik do rak today. I ate meat and felt guilty. I wore my little house on the prairie dress and had an undershirt for it but left it in my car when i went to change after work. I went without not realizing how low cut it was. Julian was talking to me about calso and kept looking down at my chest. Its just a piece of meat to you. I wanted to be that piece of meat for so long. I tried so hard to be that piece of meat.

I don't want to eat it. And I don't want to be it. 

The end

Love, 

Molly