My dreams were a jacob's ladder

It included:

cement

life guarding

brothers

vacation

books

boys

lana

tsunamis

thrift stores

double symbolism,

was i going to heaven?

holy shit

i was thinking the toy

but i google searched the religious symbolism of jacobs ladder

he dreamt of it while sleeping

and this is what god said to him:

"I am the Lord, the God of Abraham your father and the God of Isaac; the land on which you lie I will give to you and to your descendants; and your descendants shall be like the dust of the earth, and you shall spread abroad to the west and to the east and to the north and to the south; and by you and your descendants shall all the families of the earth bless themselves. Behold, I am with you and will keep you wherever you go, and will bring you back to this land; for I will not leave you until I have done that of which I have spoken to you." Then Jacob awoke from his sleep and said, "Surely the Lord is in this place; and I did not know it." And he was afraid, and said, "This is none other than the house of God, and this is the gate of heaven."