Sunday, November 8, 2009

ughhhh

So i was with my family. going to brunch or church or something. I was wearing the butterfly shirt and red athropology dress. I needed a sweater that matched. I think i wanted the velvet blazer. The was something where the trash was in my apartment, something under the bed. I got it out. My cell phone. Two text from taylor. Three from tim. Jocelyne's Quincenere. At work the post man had so many invitations to her party. Thats where I was going. Tim. Inside my head. I care about you. Its truly sad that you have to try and get that essay done in that terrible situation. a ton of big words. black small type on thin yellow paper. I care about you and I want to words start to fade. But you should know my blood will always be. View. Cigarettes in the freezer. They belonged to paul. I lived in a craftsman style house. Asiatic. Attic. Backyard. Matt from anthro discussion. I needed to go then. I needed my ticket. I found many in my bag. A ton from dad. Small ones. Not the one I needed. I saw gift cards in the trash. All used up. Mostly borders and barnes and noble. I found the ticket. We had special seating. A van. They were raping a girl. I don't know if the girl existed. Or mattered. Maybe a Crash dummy. Everyone was laughing. The car began to crash. Slow motion. I opened the door and the first woman was crumpled up by the door. I first thought "spinal, don't move her" but she beagn to fall. I I moved her to the sidewalk. She woke up and looked at me and said, Why did you do that? You didn't really think i was hurt did you?
I don't know, I muttered and stumbled. She was blonde. Someone efficient.She walked away saying it was a good call. always better safe than sorry. I was eating caity's pasta. I borrowed some sauce. She came home and got some too. I mixed up the plates. I thought hers was mine. I was eating meat so confused and embarrased. Why hadn't she stopped. Me.
Taylor and all at the quincenera. I guess you could have come but.... said the text from Tim. The police had reserved seating we got there and had a little bit better. The people complained.
Alexander and charley.

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