Taylor and Jessie

We were all moving back in. It was a very high hotel room. Taylor was there with her mom. I felt very odd around her. Exactly how I felt in real life actually. I went downstairs to get food. Boys were skateboarding. Alexander and Alan. I was happy to be along for the ride. Santa monica peir. In the kitchen at cloyne. More like sf state. Tim was upstairs. I was talking to the chef and making peanut butter and banana sandwiches. I went back upstairs. Taylor had a new boyfriend. They were making out. Up by the window. Groping each other and being really disgusting. Her boyfriend had saggy breasts that confused me. I felt gross watchign it. And guilty. I felt guilty. For a lot of things. I thought, she doesn't need him at all.