Stillborn

he called back and he said he really never loved me. and it was just .... and that now was a bad time. and i was bad for him. this was in the house that i was staying at so i didn't have to go home. it was like the inside of a pyramid. but he said he was kidding. i had to leave amessage and i just sighed. i wanted to screa that i didn't beleive in love. that i didn't want it. it was the most uncomfortable place ever. the morgans dog woke me u in the morning and sounded exactly like bill morgan. i tried to tell mom this but she was mad/confused. something was wrong. i woke up and there were three cups of coffee on the ledge. i woke up late and people were probably mad at me. tamsin or kelly ozborne was drinking one of the cups. we were touring the facility. taylor was in one of the back rooms. there were photos of when she was blonde and everyone loved her. i looked at it and said i love her now. we kept opening them up and making discoveries. we knew something was there. we were all pretty thrilled, adrenaline wise, when a dead girl fell out. i walked in to a room at a party. everyone was wearing red and blue. but the same shade some full some not. they were doing coke or heroin or something. they handed me a red bull. I thought there was something bad about the two. a suppose they reminded me of different swimmers. I was trying to get back to berkeley. I was on the train. I kept on dropping shit. the man that put his hand between my legs. i didn't know which one to transfer to so i asked the woman on the platform. she said that one i asked her if i coul make it. she said as long as theres nothing metaphysical you could trip on.

1. Red bull also gives you wings.
2. Nothing is better that the place you truly call home.
3. Stillborn knowledge does not count as new knowledge

Also there was a part where i think i was with a woman. she was younger. she was a dancer. there was a ferry boat, you had to be careful not to get splinters in your hand. she may have been katie m. either way. she was an optimist.. we were coming down a ramp. a handicap ramp all these women were there. i think they wanted to bully us. they wanted to tear off our clothes. they got one girls. i think the two girls i was with got away. i don't know how much help i was. but i didn't care so i stayed to face the group. even thought they probably would have had their way.