Sometime between mayhem and paper and more mayhem: I was a the bart station where zohaib told me he liked to swim and play polo. It was sort of like the pedestrian bridge to the marina too. I remember definately adena. giving her something. dinner something. We were meeting between other things. Camping. Possibly, actually very likely I was climbing mountains with gary snyder. Either that or something about the Beast's cave hut mansion. Definately probably both. A bus.
Also when Adena slept over and we both dreamt about her dad. I was really excited that he remembered me. Something about ice cream and caroline. And a bathroom.
yesterday: I had nothing to do between when I got bored and when I was going to adena's for dinner so I started to fall asleep. I was so incredibly angry and depressed when I woke up. I hate the light and all the meaning of the universe and the fact that I had to wake up and everything about being human. I think I was a little bitchy to hillary. I did not want to go to dinner. But I didn't buy cigarettes and got there and mediated on a ladybug for a while and I was ok.
I wish there was more.
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