Completing the Square

Some fellow had just gotten off work. I was helping him figure out how to complete the square so he could teach it to kids. Going with him to a party. Part home part cloyne. Mackie and Alexander and a bunch of their friends were there. Adena too. I was at an art museum with Taylor. There was a painting by Adena's grandpa. A yellow line drawn television set into a background of thick black paint. i started a painting. Thin trees. They meant something. I changed when I lifted it up. The tops of the trees were big yellow squarish stokes. It was transparent and changed when i held it up against the world. When I held it to the sky it was black and white and penguins were flying. A sore on my leg.

I woke up and was angry at feeling shitty about myself because of the nature of REM sleep. i knew I woke up to remember the dream to learn from it.

The night before

I invited alexander to the concert with me and caroline. I thought he wouldn't like it. Think it was not a good band. but he decided to go. We were going to race bikes. I was excited to do it with them. Alexander looked at my bike. The break pads were shot and the iron was bent. He said it wouldn't be safe for me to ride in the race. I was really bummed.