photocopies

I remember it backward so I'll tell it to you that was. Caroline was sitting on Alexander's shoulders talking about a painting I did. It was of her but she didn't know. I didn't want her to find out. Suddenly she was gone and Alexander was on Mackies shoulders. The old fat Mackie with a striped blue shirt. They looekd comfortable togethor like brothers should be. Julian was photocopying pages for yearbook. I offered to help and tried to straighten the papers before I laid them down. They wouldn't go straight though and then I thought Julian could do a better job then me why am I even trying. I told hime he would be really good at letterpress and he didn't care. I was there as Mrs. T was talking to the class. I felt nosey. And clingy like at camp. So I went to talk to Julian, were, although still as unwanted, a different emotion replaced the lameness.