law suits

Fred slept in my bed last night. I had a dream where I was in the dining hall but there were these big stairs that came down from the upper level. Annie was there. It was extra Lodge like. I left and we went by the bars from the Don Benito playground. I want into the bathroom the water was draining in the middle. red and Taylor were there. They were in a law suit about the plumbing. It was very serious. Fred started talking and annie was involved maybe he was represented her. Taylor was talking too. Fred started balling and suddenly I thought he was very whiney. I just wanted to leave. I thought wow I thought he was feminine but I guess I tried to ignore this. The pretending. Then I went outside. Taylor came out and she said you know he's not really cryinging he's doing it so when he starts crying you won't know. I woke up. I really had to pee but I didn't want to wake up Fred. So instead I sat there and read the Awakening. And thought about how much I value honesty. And people who don't play games. And how the changes Nevin made were mostly superficial.