meat

i woke up and no dream came to mind. i sat there thinking thank god. then i realized i knew it was there. and i knew i wouldn't like it. i could have gotten up and hoped it didn't come to me during the day. or i could think of what i have last been doing and trace my steps back through the dream. I decided to remember. There was meat on a plate. julian and karl were sitting over there. i was going to serve it to them. it came out of a box that looked like it was intended for vegetables. i thought about objectification of women. women are just meat. its only meat to you. these spiteful thoughts ran through my head. I was talking to darell. in a police station. familiar police officers. lessons. i was glad i told him otherwise i never would have ad this opportunity. a raft. huck fin. people, but private. a secret unplanned adventure. and here it starts to fall apart.