after another confrontation from my mother on the subject of my mental health:

I was biking to work and had no helmet. I was stopping to by cigarettes on altadena and sierra madre. I really didn't want my mom to see me. I saw sierra on Colorado by PCC and Penny Lane. I was at an Irish club/ co-op/ house. It was at college. Not necessarily Berkeley. Grandpa Edwin was there. Bailey was there. Or we were drinking Bailey's, haha i don't think it made a difference. I was with alex. We were going to the regency on colorado. We were in a rush because he had lots of other things to do. I was talking about something. the movie theatre or pasadena in general. I got out to check the times. there was a building south of us. don't know what that was about. I get back in my car. I keep talking then realized alex was driving. I asked why? he said I don't trust you to drive or something along those lines. I was walking around with Sarah Moffard. It was a college campus, not berkeley though. There were fortunes/signs in these trash cans. Caroline's swim meet/ goggles in a dark room. I thought they were for me. I needed to get to this swim meet. She said they were from her friend Jose, for her. I was certain they were for me. I found one that said, "****** is the one." I said no see this person doesn't know you how would he be giving you these signs? I was in berkeley and a different friend was giving a tour. The art museum from ucla/water polo area. In one of the unit foyers. I was singing bruce. "you and me we were the pretenders.." He started to give me a massage.