it was such a familiar place

I definitely remember talking to elaina about her grandmother being either sick or dead. then i recalled having dreamt that before. then i knew i was in a dream. so i decided i must be in a series of the same dream. but i had the capacity to change it. i came up with a word for it. but maybe it wasn't the same dream, maybe it was the background for another. is it possible to dream two sides at once?

I had a word for the dream i wanted. it started with an f

but was more like passionate

at this point in trying to think about the dream i get really confused

trains, the arcadia soccer field and downstairs in the white bathroom dream