My blogger experience has changed a lot since they added the page view tracker. I know now that people other than me read this. A lot of people are interested in the dream where my mom died. I guess when people have scary dreams, instead of looking inside themselves to understand it, they ask google. Funny. I also think that some of the people I indirectly write to indirectly end up reading it. There are a lot of unaccounted for page views and no one else I know reads this. I don't know if I need to continue whoring out my subconscious like that. If you want to know what's going on in there (or in here?), you should have to work for it like I do.
I think the work I've done for myself and my imaginary readers is coming back to me. I've learned a lot from my dreams. I'm now turning towards a more scientific analysis and away from the poetic diary that this is. I'm exploring issues in creativity and imagination through deeper and more active analysis of my dreams. This will require more detailed records. I generally avoid posting incredibly embarrassing, self deprecating, and sensitive things on here. I can't keep doing that. So I'm moving to either a journal, or a file on my computer.
If you're curious about this. Just talk to me. I'll probably obsess over it for at least the next few weeks.
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